awh, boys....
i feel like my reasoning for addiction-days anarchey on this card is self explanatory but i do apologize for sadboy art
Five of Pentacles
ғɪɴᴀɴᴄɪᴀʟ ʟᴏss, ᴘᴏᴠᴇʀᴛʏ, ʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴍɪɴᴅsᴇᴛ, ɪsᴏʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴ, ᴡᴏʀʀʏ
ᴛʜᴇ ғɪᴠᴇ ᴏғ ᴘᴇɴᴛᴀᴄʟᴇs ɪs ᴀ ᴄᴀʀᴅ ᴏғ ғɪɴᴀɴᴄɪᴀʟ ʟᴏss ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴏᴠᴇʀᴛʏ. ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʜɪᴛ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴛɪᴍᴇs, ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏ ʟᴏɴɢᴇʀ ғᴇᴇʟ sᴀғᴇ. ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇɢᴏ ᴍᴀʏ ᴀʟsᴏ ʙᴇ ʙʀᴜɪsᴇᴅ, ᴇsᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟʟʏ sɪɴᴄᴇ sᴜᴄᴄᴇss ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ᴄᴏʀʀᴇʟᴀᴛᴇs ᴛᴏ ғɪɴᴀɴᴄɪᴀʟ ᴡᴇᴀʟᴛʜ; ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴇɪᴛʜᴇʀ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ ᴀ ʙʟᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴇʟғ-ᴇsᴛᴇᴇᴍ ᴀɴᴅ sᴇɴsᴇ ᴏғ sᴇʟғ-ᴡᴏʀᴛʜ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴜᴘsɪᴅᴇ ɪs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜɪs ɪs ᴀ ᴍɪɴᴏʀ ᴀʀᴄᴀɴᴀ ᴄᴀʀᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛᴇᴍᴘᴏʀᴀʀʏ ᴇғғᴇᴄᴛs: ᴛʜɪs, ᴛᴏᴏ, sʜᴀʟʟ ᴘᴀss.
ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴏғ ɴᴇᴇᴅ, ᴛʜᴇ ғɪᴠᴇ ᴏғ ᴘᴇɴᴛᴀᴄʟᴇs ɪɴᴅɪᴄᴀᴛᴇs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴇᴇʟ ɪsᴏʟᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ. ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴡᴏ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴅ, ʏᴏᴜ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴀs ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʟᴇғᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏʟᴅ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ, “ᴡʜʏ ɪs ɴᴏ-ᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ?” ɪᴛ ᴍᴀʏ ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀ ᴀs ɪғ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇs ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ. ʜᴏᴡᴇᴠᴇʀ, ʜᴇʟᴘ ɪs ɴᴇᴀʀʙʏ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ʙᴇ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇʟᴘ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ, ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴀᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀsᴋ. sᴡᴀʟʟᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘʀɪᴅᴇ, ʟᴇᴛ ɢᴏ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ғᴇᴀʀ, ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏᴜᴛ. ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴜᴘᴘᴏʀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ. ғɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇᴍ.
ᴀᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇs, ᴛʜᴇ ғɪᴠᴇ ᴏғ ᴘᴇɴᴛᴀᴄʟᴇs ʜɪɢʜʟɪɢʜᴛs ᴀ ‘ʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴍɪɴᴅsᴇᴛ’. ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ sᴀʙᴏᴛᴀɢɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀʙɪʟɪᴛʏ ᴛᴏ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴇ ᴀʙᴜɴᴅᴀɴᴄᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ ғᴏᴄᴜs ᴏɴ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴀᴄᴋ. ᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ sᴇᴇ ɪs ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪs ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ. sʜɪғᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴇɴᴇʀɢʏ. ʟᴏᴏᴋ ғᴏʀ ᴇᴠɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴏғ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ, ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɪғ ɪᴛ’s ᴠᴇʀʏ sᴍᴀʟʟ ᴏʀ sᴇᴇᴍɪɴɢʟʏ ɪɴsɪɢɴɪғɪᴄᴀɴᴛ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴇxᴘʀᴇss ʏᴏᴜʀ ɢʀᴀᴛɪᴛᴜᴅᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ʙʟᴇssɪɴɢs ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪғᴇ.