Anthony Arland "Anarchy" Keystone
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Anthony Arland Keystone
May 7, 1994 Fresno, California |
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Cisgender Male
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Gay
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6' 3" (190cm)
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American
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Musician
Tattooist |
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K. Cheyenne Keystone (née Reykjavík)
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Jaime Keystone
Kaya Keystone Kimber Keystone Cooper Keystone Rosalie Keystone |
Family |
Michael Keystone (Father)
Song Eun-kyung [pron./ʊn.kjəŋ/] 송은경 (Mother) Hunter Keystone [deceased; 1989—2008] (Brother) Song Sang-woo 송상우 (Step-father) Song Seo-jun [pron./sʌ.dʒun/] 송서준 (Half-brother) |
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Anthony Arland Keystone, most widely known by his nickname and stage name, Anarchy, is an American musician, rapper, singer, songwriter, and tattoo artist. He co-founded Brooklyn-based metalcore band Edge of Infinity in 2012 with Kato Winters and Athena Brookes, and is the band's primary unclean vocalist, as well as their bassist, rap vocalist, and occasional songwriter.
Early life and education
Anthony Arland Keystone was born on May 7, 1994, in Fresno, California. The family lived in a mobile home park northeast of downtown, in relative poverty. His mother was a mail-order bride from South Korea who acted as a stay at home mom, while Keystone's father worked various blue-collar jobs. Keystone had one sibling, an older brother named Hunter Michael Keystone (now deceased.)[1][2]
Keystone's home life was abusive.[ibid.] His father was an alcoholic, and frequently violent with his wife and children during drunken rages. Keystone’s older brother attempted to protect both Keystone and their mother as best he could, going as far as taking beatings in their steads.[4][5] Keystone and his brother were pulled from public school in 2003 in order to conceal the abuse, which was severe enough to result in Keystone still having multiple permanent scars.[1][4] Keystone's older brother enlisted in the American military at age 17, in an effort to gain financial independence which he could use to extricate his brother and mother from the violent household. However, in 2008, during an ill-prepared training exercise, Hunter Keystone was fatally injured and two other privates were wounded by an IED that went unnoticed when the area was cleared.[4][7][9] The injured soldiers and the Keystone family recieved monetary compensation of an undisclosed sum,[9] though Anarchy Keystone claimed to have been unaware that his family had recieved any money, saying he would "not be surprised either way" if it had been an insignificant amount, or "if [his] dad just drank it all away."[14]
The abuse in the household escalated, and in August of 2008, Keystone ran away from home after his father slashed his face with a broken whiskey bottle.[2] He met his future band-mate and husband†, Cheyenne Keystone, in a rail yard while the two were train hopping, and credits Cheyenne with giving him the nickname "Anarchy" at that time.[ibid.] Cheyenne had become involved with smuggling illicit substances as a drug mule at an early age, and Keystone involved himself in the same once the pair returned by rail to New York City, where Cheyenne had come from.
Within a couple years, both boys were struggling with opioid addictions,[4] which were then used as leverage to involve them in trafficking and exploitation.[4][6] The pair suffered various abuses and eventually became seperated in the chaos of their situation, with each believing the other to be dead,[4][8] either due to overdose or murder. In 2011, Keystone (then age 17) did overdose in the street,[3] but was found by his bandmates-to-be, Kato Winters, Athena Brookes, and Sethfire Brookes, who got him medical attention and saved his life.[4]
Though Keystone has worked with law enforcement agencies in recent years[citation needed] to attempt to track down and prosecute those involved in the victimization of him and his husband, success has been limited due to the passage of time. He remains an outspoken advocate for human and child trafficking awareness, and has incorporated his experiences of such into his lyrical work.
Musical Career
Prior to 2011, Keystone felt more like a visual artist than a musical one, "if an artist of any kind," and mainly engaged with the arts through tattoo design.[8] He only began exploring musically after being taken in by his band-to-be, who encouraged him towards a musical career.[4][10] With assistance from Winters and Athena Brookes, Keystone was able to master bass guitar with relative ease, and readily took to screaming vocals, which he found cathartic.[14] Winters and Brookes had been playing together for several years already before meeting Keystone, whose induction into becoming a musician officialized Edge of Infinity as a band in many ways.
Edge of Infinity has gained additional members since, taking on Sethfire Brookes as a part-time vocalist and lyricist during the band's formation; then Aetos Cammell in 2016, and Cheyenne Keystone in 2018. The current members of Edge of Infinity are as follows:
- Kato Winters – lead vocals, lead guitar, songwriter (2012–present)
- Anarchy Keystone – bass, unclean vocals, rapping (2012–present)
- Athena Brookes – drums, occasional backing vocals (2012–present)
- Sethfire Brookes – occasional vocals (2012–present)
- Aetos Cammell – rhythm guitar, backing vocals, violin (2016–present), keyboard (2016-2018)
- Cheyenne Keystone (née Reykjavík) – keyboard, occasional backing vocals, synthesizer, turntables, samples, programming (2018–present)
Edge of Infinity released their debut album, We Are Not Our Scars, in July of 2013, which featured two tracks written exclusively by Keystone: "Dopesick || Hopesick" and Come Home || Empty Years, both of which were well-received and cemented Keystone as a regularly contributing lyricist. The songs were noted by fans to both utilize a pair of parallel lines to break the titles in half, sparking numerous discussions about the quirk on fan forums. When asked about one fan theory, that the titles were divided in half to metaphorically represent Keystone's own life being divided into "before (the band)" and "after (the band)" halves, Keystone clarified that he "just felt kind of indecisive, and in the second one, wanted to spell something," but that he "wish[ed] it were that deep."[17] Bandmate and primary lyricist Kato Winters cited the accidental metaphor as signifying the depth of Keystone's lyrical talent, and solicited further contribution from Keystone as the band continued to put out albums.
The discography of Edge of Infinity consists of five full-length albums and one EP (listed below) as well as numerous demos and singles.
- We Are Not Our Scars (2013)
- Broken Glass Just Tastes Like Blood (2014)
- Suburban Casualties (2016)
- Concrete As A Painkiller EP (2017)
- B⬛RN D⬛WN Y⬛⬛R SCH⬛⬛L (2019)
- With A Hope-lit Lighthouse and Honest Storms (2021)
Following the two tracks of lyrical work Keystone contributed for the initial album, he additionally wrote the single, "Wolfboy", which was released between the band's first and second albums. Keystone wrote two tracks on Broken Glass Just Tastes Like Blood, ("Bottleneck" and "You Know What They Say") and supplied input on an additional two ("Cut Deep" and the title track, "Broken Glass Just Tastes Like Blood"). The third album, Edge of Infinity's best-selling, Suburban Casualties, featured not only Keystone's lyrical work, but also his input on musical style: The album involved a much heavier usage of him doing rap-style vocals than its predecessors, an element of the album's overall spirit he specifically advocated for.[15][16] Additionally, he contributed lyrical work/input to, or wrote outright, eight out of the album's twelve songs, and chose one of the two songs that the band covered; only uninvolved in the writing of the band's original songs "13, 32, 26 (Under The Gun)" and "Bridgelight." Keystone was uninvolved lyrically with the Concrete As A Painkiller EP, as well as Edge of Infinity's most controversial☦ album, B⬛RN D⬛WN Y⬛⬛R SCH⬛⬛L, due mostly to the fact that Keystone "didn't go to school for any meaningful length of time," and therefore "never had the opportunity to get fucked up by it."[11] He returned to passionate lyrical work for the band's 2021 album, With A Hope-Lit Lighthouse And Honest Storms, for which he contributed work on three tracks: "Horizon", "Rough Seas, Good Sailors", and "Now I Can See (By Your Light)", the last of which being a duet between him and his husband which had been released as a "teaser" single several months before the album as a whole.
Like his band members Athena Brookes and Kato Winters[20], Keystone identified Linkin Park as a defining influence for both himself and his work in the band.[10] Keystone's rap-type vocal work has specifically been compared to that of Mike Shinoda, particularly his work in Suburban Casualties.[16] Keystone has additionally identified Limp Bizkit, Dangerkids, Beartooth, Novelists, Hollywood Undead, and Scarlxrd as artists whose work had significant impact on his vision for the music he endeavored to create.[17] Keystone's most frequent source of lyrical inspiration is his personal life and lived experience, with most of his songs straddling the line between punk-type activism and the raw, intimate emotion typical of the post-hardcore genre. Though the band has shied away from a genre label, Keystone has emphasized the influence the nu metal, rap rock, and trap metal genres have had on his concept for the band, and how to keep it from falling too neatly into the confines of any one label.
Personal life
Keystone (back) and bandmate Kato Winters (front) practicing together in 2012.
Keystone has long maintained a very close connection with his bandmates, who he has sometimes referred to as his "found family" or "band family." After moving in with Kato Winters and Athena and Sethfire Brookes in 2011, Keystone was able to recover from his heroin addiction and get back on his feet, the credit for which he has repeatedly given to his band-mates. Winters and Keystone went on to share an apartment, accompanied by Athena Brookes from early 2015 until her move in 2017. Keystone and Winters have continued to live together, joined by Cheyenne Keystone in 2018.[13]
Though the entire band indentifies as LGBT, and most members have been relatively open about such, Keystone relays that his journey of self-discovery was a long and difficult one. He experienced internalized homophobia[25] and was in denial about his sexuality for many years,[16][24] frequently attributing his same-sex attraction to his trauma. He attempted to have "normal" relationships with women which failed to pan out*, after which he experimented reluctantly with identifying as "bicurious" and then bisexual.[24] Keystone eventually acknowledged himself to be gay sometime in 2018, and came out as such after he and his now-husband began dating in the second half of the year.[23]
Keystone identifies as an atheist, but has verbally distanced himself from the more aggressive atheism of his band-mate, Kato Winters, stating: "It [Christianity] just isn't something I believe in. I'm not mad about it: I don't have any strong feelings in any direction. But if it means enough for my band to make music about it, I'll sing what they put in front of me with the passion that they want. But I care more about them than about the messages."[17]
Outside of his musical career, Keystone works as a resident tattoo artist at the Brooklyn-based studio, Cinnabar Ink, with his friend and mentor Fawkes LeRoux. Keystone additionally bartends locally[19] on a part-time basis, though he spent several years working full-time, and has expressed gratitude for the job, having experienced difficulties securing steady or enjoyable employment in his younger years due to his appearance and history.[15]
Keystone's life between 2009 and 2011 was consumed by a heroin addiction which ravaged him physically and psychologically, particularly since his addiction was manufactured and then exploited by traffickers, who used drugs to keep Keystone and other victims under their control and trapped in abuse situations.[4][12] Though his heroin use didn't start as an attempt at self-medicating, Keystone voiced that it was easy to view it in that light, as it helped him to endure the abuses he was suffering in his day-to-day life at the time, and to muffle the traumas of his childhood.[4]
In December of 2011, Keystone accidentally overdosed[3] and was rescued by his bandmates. In the aftermath he was able to get methadone treatment and group therapy,[4] which he found highly beneficial. He described his long, difficult recovery from heroin use as being a situation where "'easy' wasn’t [even] part of the equation,"[10] but with the support and assistance he found in his band, Keystone was able to come off of methadone in the winter of 2014, after three years of maintenance treatment and at least two previous attempts at tapering off of the drug. As of 2022, he has been heroin-free for eleven years, and entirely clean for eight.
Despite his family experience as a child being shadowed by abuse, Keystone identifies as, and is described as, intensely family-oriented. He attributes this to the bond he had with his late brother, Hunter Keystone, who he feels taught him what family "truly meant," and says that despite all differences, he picked up on such a sense of fraternity from Sethfire Brookes during their first interactions[3][4], which was a strong component to Keystone's decision to stay with his rescuers and pursue treatment.
In 2015/2016, Keystone learned that his mother had divorced his father and returned to Korea.[5] He ended up reconnecting with her in early 2019,[ibid.] an experience he described as immensely healing. He now has a close bond with his mother, step-father, and especially his half-brother, despite their 20-year age difference. Keystone didn't expect to want a large family of his own, but the bond he fosters with his half-brother, and a desire to help children living lives similar to his or those of his "found family," results in him discovering in himself a love of fatherhood. He and his spouse will be moving to a home in West Hempstead, NY and taking in their first child, Jaime Keystone, as a foster in 2028; legally adopting them in 2030. Keystone's biological child, Cooper Keystone, (carried by Athena Brookes as a surrogate), will be born in 2032. Keystone and Cheyenne will additionally take in (and eventually adopt) Rosalie Keystone in 2038, and Kaya and Kimber Keystone in 2041.
Relationships
Angela Mayfair, 2014.
Keystone and Mayfair connected after a concert in 2014.[18] Their brief relationship lasted less than two months before they broke up, which Keystone has taken responsibility for when speaking obliquely about the fling, stating that he was "immature at the time and didn't handle [the situation] right." The pair have purportedly gotten back in touch in recent years, which offered both some closure and an avenue to moving forward without bad blood.
Anjali Kaur, 2017.
Keystone and Kaur met in 2015 while jogging.[15] The two fostered an easy friendship that has lasted into the present day, but ultimately they felt that their chemistry was entirely platonic on each of their parts, and split up on good terms after only a few months of dating.[16] Keystone nevertheless maintains that Kaur has continued to be there for him during hard times, and says that the two of them still jog together.
Kato Winters, 2017.
Winters and Keystone shared a close friendship from the early days of Keystone's work with the band onwards. Chemistry between the two was noted by fans and friends, with even Winters occasionally joking about their romantic or sexual compatibility, though Keystone was identifying himself as straight at that time.[18] Neither Winters nor Keystone acknowledged there being any serious romantic connection between them until 2021, when Winters alluded to them having potentially had a past relationship of some nature during a livestream, while talking about Keystone's marriage, remarking: "Chey wears a dress better than I ever could, anyway, so I guess it's a good thing we didn't work out." In response to the barrage of questions from their fans, Keystone and Winters acknowledged having had a mostly physical relationship spanning the years 2015-2018, though it was interrupted by Winters' 2017 relationship with Fawkes Leroux.[16][24] Both stated that they felt deeply connected to one another, but ultimately decided they were better off as friends.[ibid.] Keystone credited Winters with helping him eventually come to terms with being gay and overcome his internalized homophobia. The pair remain close and say that their romantic relationship failing to pan out had no lasting ill effect on their friendship.
After meeting in their adolescence, Keystone and his future husband became extremely close. Cheyenne described his own experience as love at first sight[8][21][22][23], while Keystone didn't recognize their relationship as romantic due to his self-perception, though in retrospect, he "[had] to admit, it was super obvious." Both members of the pair found their separation to be excruciating, and labelled their reunification as fulfillment of prayers or dreams. One of the first songs Keystone wrote, "Come Home || Empty Years", was written as a tribute to Cheyenne,[21] during the period where they were apart and uncertain about one another's circumstances. After their reunion, Keystone immediately invited Cheyenne, who was homeless at the time, to move in with him.[13] Within a few months, the pair confirmed that they were dating, which their fellow band members described as equivalent to "confirming that water is wet." Keystone proposed in June of 2020,[26] and the couple were married the following June.
Trivia
- Keystone has mentioned being a social and stress smoker, with a preference for Marlboro Reds.
- Keystone designed most of his own tattoos as a teenager, and did a number of the stick n' pokes sported by his husband, Cheyenne, as well.[8]
- He plays a Yamaha TRBX304 White Bass.
- He is left-handed.
- His favorite color is red.
- Keystone still wears his late brother's dog-tags.
See also
- Cheyenne Keystone
- Kato Winters
- Athena Brookes
- Sethfire Brookes
- Jaime Keystone
- Kaya Keystone
- Kimber Keystone
References
- [🔗] Anarchy Keystone — ᴇᴅɢᴇᴏғɪɴғɪɴɪᴛʏ.ʙᴀɴᴅ
- [🔗] 2008 | Take Me Where I've Never Been
- [🔗] 2011 | Every Breath is Mine to Take
- [🔗] 2011 | Withdrawal Days
- [🔗] 2019 | Like A Boy Needs His Mother's Side
- [🔗] 2018 | What Did They Do To You?
- "3 Marine privates injured and 1 dead due to IED" . Archived from the original on 14 May 2008.
- [🔗] 2016 | Anarchism and Absolution
- "Human Error and Oversight Cited in Fatal Afghanistan Training Incident". Military.com. June 12, 2008. Retrieved 1 July 2014.
- [🔗] 2011 | Haircuts and Histories
- Vælt, Sven. "Infinitely on the Edge: Hardcore musicians in the defense of offense." Alt-Rock Underground: NYC, vol. 22, no. 12, 04 December 2019, pp. 13-16
- [🔗] 2018 | Mutually Assured Destruction
- [🔗] 2018 | Never Meant To Be Gone So Long
- Huerta, Joy (June 5, 2016). "Twice Bitten, Not Shy: Edge of Infinity tells it like it is, exactly how they are." Dreambound Magazine. Archived from the original on June 5, 2016. Retrieved March 25, 2019.
- [🔗] 2015 | Running Straight
- [🔗] 2015 | Redirection
- Vasquez, Skyler (October 6, 2014). "'Making Moonlight' Interview Series, Part 4: Edge of Infinity." AllMusic Blog. Archived from the original on October 6, 2014. Retrieved January 7, 2019.
- [🔗] 2014 | Don’t Trust A Matchmaker With A Zippo In His Pocket
- [🔗] 2015 | How The Hunter Becomes The Haunted
- [🔗] 2009 | Well, Don’t Call Me By My Full Name
- [🔗] 2018 | Of Love and Epitaphs
- [🔗] 2018 | Love As Meant
- [🔗] 2018 | The Time is Here At Last
- [🔗] 2018 | Us Against the "Almost"
- [🔗] 2012 | Reflection, Reconciliation
- [🔗] 2020 | Not Time's Fool
About
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Anarchy was born “Anthony Arland Keystone” in Fresno, California;
the second son to his American father and mail-order bride mother—who immigrated from her home country of South Korea in order to marry Anarchy’s dad, who used her distance from her family and her déraciné position to control her. He was an explosive man at the best of times, and a monster when drunk—but between her broken English and her submissive personality; her fear and the brief “honeymoon” phases where he acted remorseful and kind, Anarchy’s mother failed to leave her husband.
Anarchy’s older brother, Hunter Michael Keystone, was born 4 years before Anarchy and took his duties as an older brother very seriously. From a young age, Hunter protected Anarchy as best he could from their father: Took punches and punishments, tried to calm or appease him, even tried to encourage their mother to leave. Anarchy and Hunter weren’t just brothers, but best friends. Both ended up being “home-schooled” after Anarchy hit fourth grade, to put a stop to increased nosiness from the school administration, which resulted in the majority of their education being limited to whatever their mother could teach them at home while their father worked.
The abuse escalated as the boys got older, and as soon as he was able to do so, Hunter joined the military: Partially to escape his father, partially because of the promise of pay and benefits enough that he might be able to come back and save his little brother from the household. Anarchy dealt with the ever-worsening abuse, blaming and understanding his brother in equal parts. Just a week after Anarchy’s fourteenth birthday, however, Hunter was fatally injured by an IED. Anarchy was devastated, his mother broken, his father angry. And if it was bad before, the abuse became intolerable. It was just three months after Hunter’s death when the breaking point was reached: Anarchy’s father, blind-drunk and enraged, broke his empty bottle and slashed Anarchy across his neck and face, leaving him with a permanent scar. Anarchy, feeling scared for his life and that he had nothing left to lose, finally found it in himself to fight back. He grabbed the nearest heavy object—a counter stool—and swung it into his father’s side hard enough to knock him off-balance. Just fourteen, with nothing but the clothes on his back and his brother’s dog tags around his neck, Anarchy sprinted out the front door and became a runaway.
He couldn’t stand being in his state anymore, not with the memories it held, and decided to head for the place his mother had described so many times of what she thought life in America would be: New York City. Times Square, bright city lights, skyscrapers, Central Park. He’d never been, but his mother made it sound utopian. It was his first time catching freight when he met Chey, a boy a few months younger than him with bright eyes and a smile too big for his face. Chey was riding back to NYC, having made a long-haul and well paid “delivery” for someone he called “the Boss.” Chey was experienced and friendly and sunlit: He gave Anarchy his new name, and it was impossible for the two of them not to become close after the winding, exhilarating, cross-country ride in boxcars and grainers; hopping off and catching out, sleeping and eating together. It was the last leg of their trip, laughing together in a boxcar somewhere in Pennsylvania, when Chey offered to ask his "Boss" to “hire” Anarchy.
...Which The Boss did. And for a while, it was as fine as fine could get for a kid living on the streets. Sure, he was a drug courier, he had to watch out for cops, had to be on the look-out for other criminals—but he was fed. Had a bed to sleep in sometimes if the ‘host’ of whatever drug party was being thrown was feeling generous. Had Chey, who had given him a new name and a new life, who he loved like a brother...or maybe even more than that. Chey, who he let pierce his ears with safety pins and who he exchanged ill-advised and unhygienic stick-n-poke tattoos with. Chey, who after Anarchy first got ‘paid’ in oxycodone and asked if it was worth them trying it, just shrugged and said “Probably won’t get any other chance, right? I’m only ever paid in cash.”
And maybe it would’ve been okay if it was an anomaly; if child traffickers weren’t nefarious, weren’t evil and cunning and manipulative. They are, though, and people—including the ‘Boss’—started “paying” Anarchy and Chey in oxy more often. And then more often. And boy, was it starting to get hard to go without it for very long... And then suddenly the Boss was saying not as many people wanted “goods” delivered, that mule jobs were drying up—but there was a different market that was booming. And they’d be paid really well for it. Sure, it might be a little uncomfortable but it wasn’t like it was difficult, the Boss said; as a matter of fact, it was downright easy—you just had to lay there. Anarchy thought it would be just once, you know, just once or twice until the Boss said there were mule jobs again, because of course he’d tell them, of course he would. But when it’s been fourteen hours since your last dose and your hands are shaking and you feel nauseous and you’re sore all over and you get handed a stamp bag of China White, well...The argument against just doing it on the side, maybe, goes out the window.
Addiction makes people malleable: When desperate for a fix or threatened by the hell of withdrawal, boundaries and “hard no”s seemed to fade—and like marionettes pulled by syringes rather than strings, Anarchy and Chey both fell to heroin’s control. They’d grit their teeth and bear it: Get tied up, tied down, whipped or called slurs or whatever the sick fucks paying out wanted. And even as Anarchy watched the other junkies, tweakers, and trafficked kids around him fight and lie and steal from one another—? He and Chey somehow stuck together. Trusted one another with money, with dope, with making sure they didn’t OD and die.
Overdose was the constant threat: Interacting with other addicts often didn’t last long; give it a couple months and you’d be hearing about whoever didn’t get Narcan in time and stunk up some abandoned warehouse. There was a hard summer at the squat where it seemed like someone was dying every week. Death was familiar and ever-looming, so when Chey vanished...To draw conclusions necessitated no jumping. Even if his heart broke with the reason of it, though, Anarchy refused to give up on his friend. People kept telling him to face it, that Chey was gone and wouldn’t be coming back. Some would try to appease the anger that followed with ‘-or he skipped town!’, but Anarchy wouldn’t let himself believe anything except that Chey was just on a long errand, and took John after John after John to save money for his return. Resisted spending the excess cash on himself. And waited. Alone.
It was a year after Chey vanished that he wasn’t careful enough, or maybe he was just being reckless, but he was seventeen and shaking and he needed a dose and the squat was still six blocks away—so he just collapsed in a backstreet doorway and shot up. And when he woke up he was surrounded by strangers in a hospital and told that these people he’d never seen before had saved his life. And, well..? Walking out on a life debt wasn’t something Anarchy wanted to do. Sethfire offered him a place to stay—to recover, he’d said, and Anarchy thought ‘from my near death experience’ but when he started shaking and gagging and sweating and tried to tell them he needed a dose, he was met with an “Absolutely not.”
They had saved his life, but once withdrawal hit, Anarchy felt like he was dying. It was almost the third day out since his last dose when reached his lowest: In between vomiting and shaking, he offered to do anything, let them do anything, please just let him get some dope. When he got to the point of offering sexual favors, Sethfire was the one who broke. But they didn’t get him heroin: They took him to a clinic, got him on methadone. And it helped. He didn’t feel like he was dying any longer. The clinic gave him a group therapy setting, somewhere to talk to people who understood, who could tell him what to expect, how hard he’d have to fight. Recovery was long and difficult; getting off methadone was excruciating and took him two years. But his friends—when had they become friends instead of rescuers?—were there the whole time. And it was bizarre, the way these three just accepted him into their lives, their apartment, their hearts. But that's just how it was, right from the beginning, they'd accepted him as one of them.
When Anarchy told Kato and Sethfire about his father, Kato's expression had been one of bitter empathy and he’d said that he couldn’t totally understand but that his dad had hated him too—and in those words and Sethfire's protective eyes was this sense of belonging that Anarchy hadn’t felt since Chey. And when he confided in Sethfire about being trafficked for sexual exploitation and Sethfire made a choking noise in the back of his throat and hugged him and said “I’d kill them if I trusted my hands enough” Anarchy cried: Because having someone to protect him was so much like having his brother again. And when Athena and Kato started teaching him to read music and how a bass works and told him “Sing if you want, scream if you want, if it has emotion people will dig it” Anarchy couldn’t help but grin because it felt like when he was thirteen and Hunter was trying to show him how to drive: All warmth and excitement and encouragement. So he started songwriting and strumming with Kato, started hitting the gym and got joined by Athena, and he teamed up with both of them to persuade Sethfire to start singing and really make a go of this whole “band thing.”
And they did it: They started making music, for real. Edge of Infinity’s not a worldwide sensation—Anarchy still has a "normal" job as a bouncer and occasional bartender at a local bar called The Aspen—but they're recording songs and publishing albums. Anarchy plays the bass and does unclean vocals for the most part (but sometimes goes clean), and has contributed a decent amount of lyrical work.
It’s not just his job and his bandmates, either, now: Over the years, Anarchy’s world has gotten bigger and friendships have piled up. In 2014, he and the rest of EoI connected with the band Nightshrike, where Anarchy found kindred spirits, especially in Coahoma and Bayer. That same year he went to Fawkes of Cinnabar Ink for his wing tattoo, and discovered that he had a staggering number of similarities to the tattoo artist; it wasn’t hard for a friendship to begin to blossom there, too. And, finally—in 2018, after so long—Chey resurfaced and rejoined his life. After dancing around it for a while, they finally managed to address the fact that the bond between them had always been more than best-friendship or brotherhood, and started dating. They’ve since gotten engaged. Now, in Anarchy’s mind, things couldn’t be better. He would likely benefit from more therapy—he's struggled pretty intensely with his sexuality, his past, with the impact of toxic masculinity. Although it’s rare, he can sometimes be triggered into flashbacks and he still experiences frequent nightmares. He’s a little bit obsessive with his workout routine, and sure...he could do with less of the stress Kato causes him. But in day-to-day life, especially now, with Chey? He’s functional—and, more importantly—happy.